[Bilal Nabil]

لورنس العرب

- الفتاة لم تسلم بسببي ، و لم اطلب ذلك اطلاقا ، بالعكس طلبت منها ان تتانى و ان تفكر مليا و خصوصا انها من عائلة كاثوليكية .. و لكنها ردت بغضب قائلة : انها لا تريد ان تسلم من اجلي!

كل ما فعلته انا هو اني اوضحت لها المشكلة الفلسطينية و ارسلت لها كتب لمسلمين من اصل اوروبي امثال مراد هوفمان، محمد اسد ، جفري لانج ...


ـ قبل حرب العراق بقليل ، فوجئت بصديقة الفتاة تتصل بي و تعلمني انها سافرت الى السعودية.

- الفتاة اخبرتني اثناء الحرب اي قبل شهرين انها في (دولة خليجية) و ليس في السعودية كما تظن عائلتها.

- صديقتها اتصلت بعد تفجيرات الرياض و ذكرت ان اهلها خائفين على ابنتهم و خصوصا انها سافرت بعد ان هجروها بسبب اسلامها و لذا فهي لم تبلغهم اي شئ عن قرارتها و لم تتصل بهم.

-طبعا اكدت لها ان ابنتهم في دولة بجوار السعودية و انني فوجئت ايضا بسفرها و زواجها.


على الرغم انه ليس من الحكمة طباعة ايميلاتها هنا ، الا اني سانقل بعض المقاطع املا منها ان تسامحني ، و ارجو من الله العلي العظيم ان يحفظها:

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(((….. if not, then he will hit me hard and if i insist on not listening, then naturally a divorce will come. ….... he also says i shouldnt wash my hair no more than once or twice a month, ..........................))

(((……………. my way back home BUT i get a million men who will stop and try to give me a ride...i always said no but then this one arab man, he was dressed in a police uniform(maybe ((()))) police was trying to stop me and so he said he would give me a ride home and i said i would rather walk home but then i was scared that if i said no to the police then i would get in some kind of trouble and so i got into his car..then he was saying he cant speak english and asked if i was Asian( i wore a niqab that only showed my eyes, i guess he could tell by my eyes that im ((((())))))) and then he kept saying "sleep at his house"..i said NO way! and told him to let me out now ..he wouldnt let me out of the car for the longest until i opened the door while he was still driving))

((.. but in (((()))), almost every car that had a male in it was honking at me and wanting to pick me up and following me... even though i wore a full black burqa and niqab!!!!!!! i thought for sure my modest islamic dress would not attract any men at all, but that wasnt the case at all! do u know why the men still wanted to pick me up even though i was FULLY covered????? this will probably be my last email.. )))